some time alone....

I:

am currently giving myself some time alone to reflect on my mistakes and figure out what I've done wrong....

need to exercise (best way to clear my clouded mind)

would probably try and find some time tmr to go to the city and walk around

am quite unlikely to start studying for my next paper tonight... My mind is filled with too many unnecessary thoughts that needs to be cleared out before i start afresh ....

wish I'll stop dwelling over my badly done papers... but I can't help but feel uneasy even though I know I won't fail any of my papers.... (higher expectations -> higher chances of disappointment)

know it's about to strike anytime now... :x