Some clarification........

I've changed.

Physically, emotionally and mentally.

Some already witnessed the physical changes... But it'll be a slow and gradual change.

Ex-colleague said I look happy. He knows me well so trust him to notice first.

I've set my goals and found my motivation. Keep the good and never lose sight of it.

Anyways, find me next on Wordpress but it won't be so soon so do be patient.

The end

The external injury is more painful this time round....

Only because I am surrounded by great friends :)

They have the capability to cheer me up almost immediately.

The ex-colleague who sent me off ytd; the best friend whom I was busy msgin on the bus; the neighbour who accompanied me for dinner today; the new colleagues who will keep me occupied the weekends to come. They kept my emotional well being in check the past 2 days.

It won't always be Daddy who will be waiting for me at the other end now. I learned how to trust some of the closer friends to be there when I need them and also the ones whom I need to careful with.

It'll be a slow and steady recovery process since it takes time

Sleepless nights and nightmares.... Begone!

Anyway, on the side note, this will be the end of it.
I made a mistake and I am gonna correct it NOW.
I am officially gonna stop this clearly exposed blabbing of mine.
Let's go back to old school stuff like emails, calling, text msging and MSN chatting.
U guys will know where to find me :P
My last post eva!
Tata!

A honest question replied with an earnest answer ......

That's the truth.

I am not lying though it may have seemed otherwise but it was a wise question =)

And this time round, it's the same answer and probably will always stay that way.

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已经累了
我不想再追究
有时觉得自己蠢得不得了
当时到底在想什么
后悔也太迟了
我不要再做傻事
必须清醒点

Someone is back from Thailand.... =)
The best trip for the year 2011 and also the most suffering yet.

I will upload more later on but the complete album will be up on my FB.
This is what I meant as being the most suffering trip ever.
Dizziness, slight fever, diarrhea, vomiting and stomach cramps..... BP is quite low as well.

Can I pls see u guys in the following picture this weekend? =(

I am gonna hang onto it with my dear life this time round....

Thought I almost lost it but it's still not too late.... I now know what I am capable of losing that is really really close to the heart.

For a moment there, questions started popping up out of nowhere.

Maybe it was because I was tired during the journey home? Miss the family? Miss the best friends who've been there for me through thick and thin from my mental breakdowns to my heartaches? Recalled the painful first year experience in Melbourne?

And so happened that day, me and the younger one wondered how different things would have been if we did not lose someone 10 years ago?

But fear not, I am done asking for more for now. Little do I realize that my life is close to perfection and I am probably just short of another one thing before I can proudly say "My life is perfect!"
Not quite sure whether I am close but not quite there yet at the moment. Left that one more thing that is not quite headed the way I expected.
Move on lor.... No big deal!

Most importantly, she is slowly back to being herself. True to herself and the ones around her. Back to being slightly crazy, talkactive, funny, cheerful and chirpy. Once u start seeing her laugh until she cry then u're on the right track :)