Finals are over

God knows how bored I am these days....

Our finals are officially over and the group of frens i came with are all back in KL!!! I am so tempted to buy a plane ticket back and never come back here. But u and I know that is kinda impossible...

I started looking for a job since last thurs (today is monday) and yet no one called me up to employ me. Sigh Sigh... sad case la. I might just be unemployed this holz. And in addition to that, rot like nobody's business.

I could drown myself in korean drama or jap dramas but quite unlikely after my internet exceeded its limit last month. And it took ONE HOUR just to load a youtube video. Imagine that? And i tot streamyx Malaysia sucks. At least they don't have a limit in term of the size of ur downloads. My faults actually for watching 4 dramas in less than a week.

Fortunately, the internet resets itself on the 25th so here i am rocking. Started watching a new drama again right after my PBL exam ended. haha. And definitely the best korean drama i've watched in my entire life.

Name? HONG GIL DONG!!! Thumbs up to the entire cast for making it such a fatabulous series. Kang Ji Hwan is definitely one hell of an actor and surprising Sung Yu Ri too. I am now crazy over Kang Ji hwan and Jang Geun Suk.

Kang Ji Hwan for his amazing acting skills and charming smile. He is 32 btw. I'll get over him soon but not anytime soon of course. Jang Geun Suk who is 21 for his pretty boy face.

The storyline and acting was perfect in HONG GIL DONG. I was laughing throughout the series and also crying away especially in those parts where Kang Ji Hwan and Sung Yu Ri are both crying. I can't help but cry too....

I think i cried in these few scenes:

• HGD hit Yi Nok in the back that made her unconscious to avoid her from getting hurt
  
• HGD got shot by an arrow and Yi Nok was looking frantically for him
  
• Yi Nok was crying when she got drunk and Gil Dong was actually nearby
• HGD's dad was poisoned to death
• Yi Nok accidentally stabbed Gil Dong and fainted
  
• When HGD and Yi Nok separated and he hugged her with both of them crying
• The ending!!! where there were fire arrows ....
  

Although i hoped for a better ending but it was probably the most appropriate ending for this drama. Such a beautiful love story....

My sorrows

Yup... I came and left m'sia all in a blink of an eye.

I kinda think that probably not going back so often is better than going back frequently.

My reasons?

1. Plane ticket increased by rm 1,500 thanks to the soar in petrol prices to rm2.70 a litre.
2. I simply CAN"T handle the come and go situation

I thought that feb 20th 2008 would be the last day i'll ever cry at KLIA but I was really really wrong. When i left on the 8th of June 2008, I cried again but less than expected.

The main thing that triggered the crying was when i opened the door to my apartment. It was pitched dark and so quiet. So unlike my home sweet home in m'sia. It was never dark and quiet and there is always someone there to look out for me.

Here? My housemate is hardly around and loneliness is getting the better of me. Thank god kerry msged me that night i arrived in melb. She told me to get some sleep and thankfully i felt better after i woke up the next morning as i was busy studying for my exams but I can't hide from the subsequent days. As i writing this, it's kinda understood that I hate living alone without my family. Everyone says that living alone is so much better cos u get ur own freedom without having to worry about others but hell i wanna worry k?

It's like a jail here. Locked up in my room every night staring at myself and laptop crying my heart out thinking about my family and worrying about them every minute of my life and wondering what are they doing. I want my dad to nag me and my bro to bug me. I just need someone here who i can actually connect to and take care of or even better if taken care by.