Saturday, October 31, 2009

The panic button is "ON"

YES!!! exams are just inches away ... One week away i mean. hehehe.

One more last email to bestie before I ban myself from

youtube(I will stream la but not spend hours on it)
Facebook(stalking ppl)
Msn(Away means BUSY!).

Unless of course I feel the need to express my overflowing stress.... tata!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Why are u all the way in Scotland when I need u?

:'(

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

NEED TO CONCENTRATE !!!

Number satu distraction: my friends :'(
Not your fault people, it's just that I miss u all too much. haha.

Number dua: the stupid cold bug that bit me...
Currently down with a cold - I think I'll probably go back without a nose since it's pretty sore now from all the rubbing and sneezing and pulling. Sooner or later, I'll pull it off. haha. just jk....

Number tiga: food...
why is this even a distraction? LOL. I hardly eat when I am studying anyway plus with the stupid cold I have now, aiya... u can imagine la.

Number empat: food blogs...
now i know why food is a distraction !!! Specifically cakes/ cupcakes/ cookies .... I totally miss baking. Just wait and see when I return to my darling oven in Taman Tun.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I just wanna be left alone for now... until I am done with my exams.

Friday, October 23, 2009

*stabs her stupid assignment*

bad enough I am having trouble falling asleep at night now tambah lagi sebiji assignment due tmr... Cis!!! but I am done with it anyway at precisely 3.46am. And out of the 24 hours I have in a day, the only time I feel like studying or more specifically defined, motivated to pick up my LAW textbook or Business Finance for that matter has to be between 12am and 4am. Sorry bestie... Law is just so not my thing but I still have to do it.

Tomorrow oh wait... It's today !!! :) is my dad's birthday... Did my card even arrived in KL?

Happy Birthday daddy!!!

Thanks for everything u've given me and the silly fella who is busy enjoying himself right now. and also the delayed birthday post for bestie... Maaf la ya miss Chan?

Happy Belated 20th birthday...
*points at the middle person in the picture*
that's my bestie... not the other fella (I have no idea who is that! LOL!)

I'll be heading back pretty soon my dear friends... Just hang on a bit longer. We shall then have our little gathering and gossip like there's no tomorrow(Reshma will definitely outshine us).

and of course the respective classmates/ relatives/ college mates/ neighbour


Till then...
I shall continue erm... eating? and studying ... a sungguh unflattering picture of myself. Can't remember who took it.

And definitely looking forward to all the baking I can do during my "break". There are just so many recipes running through my head at the moment but will save it for people back home.

Sorry Yilee dear, looks like no more baking for this year... Since we are on our "gan fei" diet at the moment, we shall refrain from baking anything k?

Monday, October 19, 2009

Excited as I've decided to take on the gumpaste/ sugar paste challenge pretty soon. Google if you're not sure what I'm blabbing about XD

I think I should learn how to let go....

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Something is indeed wrong when the following events take place....

1) Tears fall unsuspectingly while you're halfway studying
2) Unable to fall asleep anytime before 2am despite being all worn out
3) Tendency to talk less and remain quiet/ emo even while talking to someone u miss really badly
4) Get up in the middle of the night or at 6am in the morning thinking whether you should be studying or go back to sleep

Friday, October 16, 2009

This post is written in response to a "friend's frustration and confusion"

All I can say to u girl for now is - that people do change for the better and for the worse... Always keep that in mind. Whether it works out to be in favour of us or not doesn't depend entirely on us.

The most we can do is try our best to turn the situation around rationally to the best we can and whatever happens happens. Acting irrationally or on intuition isn't the best way to go about solving a problem because it might backfire instead.

So in relation to "that good friend" who befriended a " clearly lost and confused" kid, what exactly can u possibly do to stop that "friendship"? You can't be saying to her :" If she is your friend, then I am not your friend anymore." (an example of being irrational). Nor do u have the right to decide who she befriends. Am I right?

If she however then insist that she is doing the right thing despite all evidence directing otherwise, u can decide what is your next step. By right thing I mean puffing(u know what I mean), skipping classes, attitude problem, arrogant, bitchy.... I shall not continue on.

I shall let u think about it from here on. You are obviously mature enough to comprehend.

Advice from someone who went through high school thus experiencing all the possible bimbo-ness, bitchi-ness and back-stabbing one can ever come across. Humans are naturally greedy and seek ownership of anything that appeals to them immediately. In high school for example: would be striking out as the popular and cool one by involving themselves in all kinds of improper activities.

Speaking from personal experience, your closest friend can also be your worse enemy (relating back to the incident in Form 4) and somehow or rather, unexpectedly, you'll discover that this is the best opportunity to distinguish the true friends from the fake friends. The ones that stand by your side no matter what happens and believe in you are your true friends. All otherwise are fakes.

Feel free to send me an email or buzz me on msn if u feel like talking :)

1 70% Cocoa, 1 Roasted Almond, 2 Milk Chocolate, 1 Dark Chocolate, 1 Pistachio, 1 Strawberry
Turkish Delight, Picnic, Crunchie, Twirl

7 Tim Tams, 3 Pods

yes ! it's 7 packets

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Congratulations to the little rascal who just got released from his "cage". Have fun while u can until christmas eve in which I'll make my presence felt when you don't get your 7A's .... :)

I do realize that I haven't been updating my blog as frequently. MALAS -lah ..... since I'll be heading home soon, as uninteresting as it seems, but that's the only thing I am looking forward to. So until 22nd of November, Miss Sim here nothing more or less to say... about home that is.

Can't wait for our little HOTPOT session on Friday...

Saturday, October 10, 2009

apparently I am the only one dying to go back home...

and the reason behind my emotions that can be described as being similar to a "roller coaster"

the feeling is like being stabbed in the heart everyday by a needle....

Thursday, October 8, 2009

I've a feeling that I am gonna be fairly moody for the next one month or so until my finals are done and over with...

Bad combination of stress + homesick + not being able to get proper rest + diet = cranky Miss Jia

Currently I couldn't care less about anything else except my freaking studies and all the stated above.

Do bear with me these coming weeks....

Saturday, October 3, 2009

less than 50 days... *jumping with joy* not exactly a good sign since it means that exams are not that far away....

Anyway, I will be flying back earlier than expected thanks to daddy dear who changed my flight date by paying a penalty of AUD87. Initially, I was quite reluctant to pay the AUD87 just to fly back a week earlier but as stated above, my problem solved !!!

Note to all, since I will be flying back earlier and alone as well, i am therefore unable to carry as much stuff as the previous year. So say bye bye to the frozen stuff and alcohol as I refuse to carry any back this time round.

And for once in my life, I wish I could put on some weight. In case u haven't noticed from my latest FB picture taken at Yilee's surprise b'day party, my collar bone had to choose that very moment to acknowledge its' very existence as seen below.
Even pei fern noticed *malu*.
Will try my very best to regain my appetite and weight? I still wanna achieve that target weight of mine which is 55kg and I am currently 4 kg away but due to the ongoing reminders, I will eat healthily la ok? *sobs*

Exams here I come...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

The greed of a human....

I guess the whole purpose of looking for a job is to earn some extra pocket money ....

extra pocket money for a lot of things....

Someone's education
Family's holiday
Myself? To buy things that I could never afford and been longing to have ....

AND I am seriously fine. I was a total emotional wreck on tuesday night. Those who I called up would notice that I was crying really hard and feeling really upset.

Upset because I was trying my best to hold myself together and I can't hold on any longer but yet I refuse to let go for the fear of being deemed as a failure. And I guess whatever i've been holding in for a long time just came flowing out like a river. It was really really hard and yes I was having a tough time but fortunately, it's all over now.