压力

心里现在真的好烦。。。。

但又能更谁发泄？　明明就是自己没多小心一点才会搞出问题。。。。

生气也是因为觉得自己太粗心大意了
可是偶尔我会觉得好累，　好想放弃一切，但情况就是没那么简单！

有时侯，我好想跟爸爸抱怨。不管我在这么精力也无发达到一般人的期望。心里不只感到愧疚，而且还会对自己感到特别失望。

真的很难受! 想哭但眼泪却不肯出来。。。只好苦苦地埋在心里

And I really feel like deactivating my Facebook like seriously.... Each time I feel like venting out on FB, I get plenty of unnecessary feedback and comments. It's not fun to actually continuously update or report to for that matter to an unresponsive block of wall. I don't have the patience to wait for the reply or even take the blame for not keeping up to date.... I've always been the one initiating and I've reached a point whereby I am really really tired. At times, I prefer to just turn to those that are around me that takes the initiative to ask :" How's the assignment coming along?" or even "Is it stressful every Wed and Fri?"

It's these little simple things that matter. They take the initiative to approach me and lend a listening ear or shoulder to lean on whenever I tilt over. In comparison to the others that demand their share of information and whenever I do actually take the effort to share my thoughts or update, I don't actually get a response !!! Not once or twice, mind you. After doing it for oh so-long, why would I so stupidly continue to do that when I have other things to worry about?

Anyway, I am stressed enough as it is to worry about all these. Going snow-boarding with roomie tmr @ Mt. Buller! Definitely need this to keep my spirits up and let loose for a bit :)