let it flow freely like it's unlimited....

and dig a deeper hole to bury myself in...

The harder I try, the more I end up hurting myself and also the people who expect me to achieve great things in life....

The more I wanna stand out and prove myself worthy, the more I suffer in exchange and in the end, I get nothing out of it.
Do things I absolutely dislike just to please and live up to their expectations... When will this ever end?