I am just way too vulnerable ....
As much as I wish I'll eventually turn into a woman with an iron heart, I still can't help but feel a pang of jealousy each time someone I know openly expresses their fortune. The kind of things u long to have but never stood a chance....
Sometimes I wish she is still around so that I at least have someone to turn to for advice on these matters which I can't openly discuss with my peers....
Update 1: As if daddy read my mind last night and sent me an email this morning...