Sunday, April 26, 2009

Cold and alone

I seriously gotta stop going into depression and emo-ness everytime the weekend arrives. I hate being left home alone to be honest. It's not the a nice feeling to come back to an empty house and sleep alone in a dark house knowing that even if u do get a nightmare which I did a few days ago, no one is there to comfort u. I don't quite remember what the nightmare was about but I knew I woke up crying.

And again I am emo again because it's a sunday - weekend !!!! It's so cold and I dunno why but somehow everytime it gets really cold and I am alone , I feel homesick.

Is it because cold = need warmth = family warmth = human comfort ??? Anyhow, I refuse to succumb to emotional eating again although I am really susceptible to it nowadays.

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