Finally I was pushed right over the edge and broke down in front of my lady boss...

Cried bucketful of tears at her place until I reach home .....

I swore never to show this side of myself to anyone but myself but I couldn't control myself at all when she asked: "how did u think u performed at work today?". Totally reminded me of someone who is always pushing me and I was really really tired both mentally and physically.

It has indeed been a while since I last cried this much BUT I refuse to talk about it anyhow so DO NOT bring up this issue....