Wordpress is up and running!

And I found a reason to go home less often now :)

Let's leave it at that okayyyyy?

Bye!

Some clarification........

I've changed.

Physically, emotionally and mentally.

Some already witnessed the physical changes... But it'll be a slow and gradual change.

Ex-colleague said I look happy. He knows me well so trust him to notice first.

I've set my goals and found my motivation. Keep the good and never lose sight of it.

Anyways, find me next on Wordpress but it won't be so soon so do be patient.

The end

The external injury is more painful this time round....

Only because I am surrounded by great friends :)

They have the capability to cheer me up almost immediately.

The ex-colleague who sent me off ytd; the best friend whom I was busy msgin on the bus; the neighbour who accompanied me for dinner today; the new colleagues who will keep me occupied the weekends to come. They kept my emotional well being in check the past 2 days.

It won't always be Daddy who will be waiting for me at the other end now. I learned how to trust some of the closer friends to be there when I need them and also the ones whom I need to careful with.

It'll be a slow and steady recovery process since it takes time

Sleepless nights and nightmares.... Begone!

Anyway, on the side note, this will be the end of it.
I made a mistake and I am gonna correct it NOW.
I am officially gonna stop this clearly exposed blabbing of mine.
Let's go back to old school stuff like emails, calling, text msging and MSN chatting.
U guys will know where to find me :P
My last post eva!
Tata!

A honest question replied with an earnest answer ......

That's the truth.

I am not lying though it may have seemed otherwise but it was a wise question =)

And this time round, it's the same answer and probably will always stay that way.

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已经累了
我不想再追究
有时觉得自己蠢得不得了
当时到底在想什么
后悔也太迟了
我不要再做傻事
必须清醒点

Someone is back from Thailand.... =)
The best trip for the year 2011 and also the most suffering yet.

I will upload more later on but the complete album will be up on my FB.
This is what I meant as being the most suffering trip ever.
Dizziness, slight fever, diarrhea, vomiting and stomach cramps..... BP is quite low as well.

Can I pls see u guys in the following picture this weekend? =(

I am gonna hang onto it with my dear life this time round....

Thought I almost lost it but it's still not too late.... I now know what I am capable of losing that is really really close to the heart.

For a moment there, questions started popping up out of nowhere.

Maybe it was because I was tired during the journey home? Miss the family? Miss the best friends who've been there for me through thick and thin from my mental breakdowns to my heartaches? Recalled the painful first year experience in Melbourne?

And so happened that day, me and the younger one wondered how different things would have been if we did not lose someone 10 years ago?

But fear not, I am done asking for more for now. Little do I realize that my life is close to perfection and I am probably just short of another one thing before I can proudly say "My life is perfect!"
Not quite sure whether I am close but not quite there yet at the moment. Left that one more thing that is not quite headed the way I expected.
Move on lor.... No big deal!

Most importantly, she is slowly back to being herself. True to herself and the ones around her. Back to being slightly crazy, talkactive, funny, cheerful and chirpy. Once u start seeing her laugh until she cry then u're on the right track :)

6 years of friendship

Just like the good ol' days where all of us would go together for our annual new years' eve countdown together. Did for 2-3 years in a row without fail.

Now it's time to meet up once again just like before the time we all left to different parts of the world to further our studies.

How did all of u ended up in UK again while I went to Aus instead? hahaha. I really wish I went to UK instead but what is done is done....

Another typical Saturday night meet up after dinner but the most meaningful and fruitful of them all.
I am about to meet the best friends:-

Eugene who I've not seen for the past 4 years and I really miss him :(
Pei Jie who I've not seen for about 2 years ever since she left for UK. I miss all the little chit chats and gossiping. My best girlfriend in high school and ppl used to say how cute we were when we walk together because of the height difference.
Resh who's been around in KL but I haven't had the time to meet her.

Did not realize that the 2 ladies were together in the car right in front of me while we made our way to SS2 for a drink at 10+pm. And just slightly before that, I scolded Gene via sms since he was about to FFK me for the 2nd time round. I waited for him for 2 hrs plus the first time and yes, I was quite pissed since it was a no-show at the end. Let it passed after a while since I can't seem to stay angry with him for some odd reason. The best friends have their way around me with just about anything.

And I was not alone in the car; bro and BK came as well since we all knew each other. BK is in S'pore as well since he is doing his internship. I hugged the girls before we sat down and order our drinks while the 2 passengers of mine sat separately since we wanted to catch up privately.

Gene came in shortly. The guys immediately walked over to one another to greet one another.

I love how all my close friends mix well with one another even though they didn't know one another until I brought everyone together during the NYE countdown celebrations that we spent together.

I got it quite badly from the 2 ladies for keeping them in the dark for the past 1-2 years while the guy friend is pretty well equipped with updates from my side. Not quite sure how did that ever happened? hehehehe. I promise to update both of u girls more often from now in kays? :P

So we had to chase Gene away from our table to my bro's table while I update the girls .....

Plenty of updates on our individual personal life, career and studies..........
Truly glad that everyone is doing very well and happy with whatever that they are currently pursuing :) I am not doing too badly myself.
Gene is gonna pursue his Masters in Cambridge come Sept.
PJ is gonna start work on the 5th in a law firm. I have a best friend who is about to be a lawyer! :P
Resh is about to finish her studies and is currently interning in a PR firm.
BK, my neighbour is doing quite well with his actuarial studies in UK.

The girls left around 12am since they have a curfew. Bid them goodbye with big fat hugs and promise we'll meet up the next time I come back. The 2 guys came over to join us after that.

I brought my brother along for a reason.
I only entrust 2 of my best guy friends to do my share which would be to knock some sense into that immature mind of his. It works all the time! :)
That is how it works for me... It's a given that both my dad and brother know all my close friends. My best friends and close friends from high school all the way to University. Works out the same for my brother's friends as well.

We left about 30 mins later and Gene is now one head taller than me =_=
Will u just stop growing already? Geez...
Tentatively, I'll be seeing him 2 weeks later when I come back again but u'll never know what might come up then.

Alright.... Let's wind back the clock a lil before that yumcha to dinnertime + family time @ Midvalley.
Met the cousins again :D They are just too cute for me to resist playing with them and taking their picture.



And on Friday night.....


The gentlemen carried me and Lynn's laptop bag while we make our way to the restaurant for BKT. Sungguh muka tembok when we walked right up to him and asked: "Can u carry my laptop bag for me?" hahahaha.



Best friends are back in action.... :)
At least now I can FOCUS 100% on the ones that are important.
Never lose sight of the ones that I've set my eyes on.

Daddy oh daddy....
Do not ask your precious daughter again why is she coming back so often!
Do not ask the obvious =)
You just need to ask
- What time is she arriving in KL?
- Where to pick her up from?
Done!

Not why is she coming back!!! *tsk**tsk*
Partially my fault since I called him twice in 2 weeks to tell him when am I planning to come back.

3 days into the engagement and I am already given sections to do.... Now that's the way to go. One section is a bit on the heavy side but I am determined to meet expectations :)

Mon - Fri routine
6.30am: Get up
7.30am: Takes the bus to MRT station
8.15am: Arrive at Raffles place, Grab bun, newspaper and morning coffee/ tea before heading to office.
8.30am: Arrived in office. Read the papers and have brekkie while I chit chat with the batch mates. Check email or help senior with some misc work.
9am: Leave for clients.
9.30 - 6pm: Work plus one hours of lunch. Work is off topic during lunch.
6pm: Pack up and take a cab to the nearest MRT station.
6.20-6.30pm: Take the MRT to AMK station to catch the last shuttle bus.
7.15pm: On the last shuttle bus to condo.
7.30pm: Dinner and chit chat with Mum's good friend/ the maid/ friend.
8 - 8.30pm: Head back to my unit.
8.30pm onwards: Gym/ hangout at the pool with the kids/ go online/ tidy up the room.
10.30pm: Bedtime!

DISCIPLINE! :)

first weekend.....

Brunch on a sunny Saturday morning with the cousin sister and her bf. I needn't pay a single cent. Then off to Orchard road for some shopping before they send me home in the afternoon. I am one spoilt kid.
Sought help from my "good food guide" since we were already chatting at night for a yummy lunch on a Sunday afternoon since I'll be meeting a good friend/ my neighbour who lives 3 doors away from my home in KL. Had a good talk while having lunch and drinks for a few hours before we left for home.

Thanks for the gift! :)

Funny how of all places to meet up, we just had to pick this place when we live just a few doors away.

There will be more to come in the coming weeks.

Last day of training :(


All my beloved colleagues on the same table who sabo-ed me on the very last day ....
The ones who accepted the "real" me and I could happily be myself in front of them without feeling like a complete outcast or even ignored for that matter. They do tease my Mandarin pronunciation all the time since we converse in a rojak language - English and Mandarin but at least we are all conversing in a language I am comfortable with.

Next, drinks at our very own Club house



I left at 8.15pm after 2 bottles of beer since I wasn't in the mood and I stupidly left thinking that I have something to do upon reaching home but learned my lesson. No more waiting in front of the laptop from now on.... They went clubbing afterwards until 3.30am. Kena teruk from colleagues for ditching them :P

Anyway, I am dead come 3rd of September in Krabi. Senior (2nd from the right) was pretty upset that I left early and vowed to feed me loads of alcohol at Krabi. That's my buddy on the right btw.
Doomed! But colleague promised to help me "deng" a few mugs.



Not sure I got told how many times since Day 1 in the firm as to how tall I am and also how I should or should not wear heels to work since I am already the tallest girl of the lot. Amazing how the same person actually told me to wear heels on the same day more often only because it will intimidate the other guys except himself. Not exactly very convincing ..... eh?

3 weeks time but this will be a short one. I have another 2 weeks to work some magic but I won't kill myself in the process so just wait and see :)

They are now my family in S'pore but the ones back home are irreplaceable.
It's nice & comforting to have someone to talk to about her in specific and my problems.
I like the heart to heart talk the past 2 days. I just needed someone to listen and tell me what's the right thing to do. I was worried, tired and frustrated.
But I've fully recovered so back to business :P

And I finally burst! Not through the phone but through twitter. Would have been a really nasty one if I actually did call.